Meeting my Twin Soul
from
'The Soul of a Robin' by Belladonna
I
sat, unnerved, trying not to catch his eye.
Just to share the same air as him made me feel as if I was unable
to think straight. I could
feel his breath on my body, although he was nowhere near me.
As he tilted his head, I could sense his eyes looking at me,
straight through me, into my soul. As
he spoke, all my senses came alive, and I knew within an instance that the
other half of my inner self was sitting next to me.
All
my life, although up to now, unconsciously, my soul had been waiting for
this moment. The moment when
I looked into the eyes of my Twin soul.
Why
now? The man I was sharing
this moment with, was a policeman that had come to tell me that my husband
and young son had been killed in a road traffic accident…
All
normal reasoning had gone. The
emotion of understanding and coping with the deaths of my husband and son
were swimming in my head. The
grief I was going through was overwhelming and hard enough to deal with,
without this man sitting the other side of the room.
Nobody
could have ever imagined that someone would meet his or her Twin Soul in
such circumstances. Yet as
that moment passed, I knew that apart from loosing the two most precious
people in my life, that by meeting this man, my life would never be the
same again. The power that
crossed between us, made me understand that the deaths of my loved ones
was part of the ‘plan’. That
without this happening, I would not be here now, feeling the way I was.
All the years of ‘training’, believing in a higher power,
trusting in’ what was meant to be’ became clear.
As I looked into his face, I saw the other half of myself, and knew
that this was just the beginning of a new life for me.
When
he finished what he had come to tell me, and left, I closed the door,
leant against the wall, and waited. What
for? For a sign, an
answer. Never again would I feel complete again....